二次元

You don’t understand the second dimension, so you don’t understand how it feels to be treated as an alien and a monster in the eyes of others. You don’t understand the second dimension, so you won’t understand how much cruelty those people with stories use to make themselves strong. You don’t understand the second dimension, so you won’t understand that those who take pleasure in life only use superficial indifference to cover up their inner fear and loneliness. You don’t understand the second dimension, so you won’t understand that in our fantasies, whether it disappears or goes far away, it will always leave the best memories in the fairy tales in our hearts. You don’t understand the second dimension, so you don’t know how many unspeakable injuries are hidden behind that optimism and smile. You don’t understand the second dimension, so you can’t understand our eyes, nor our tears, nor the helplessness and disappointment contained in those eyes. You don’t understand the second dimension, so you won’t understand how long we are willing to wait for our beloved name. You don’t understand the second dimension, so you won’t understand that all the bad people in this world are good people forced out by society. You don’t understand the second dimension, so you won’t understand that no matter how small we are, we still have to struggle, and our hope arises in the struggle. You don’t understand the second dimension, so you won’t understand. The despair of this world makes us huddle in the dark corner in weakness again and again, waiting for redemption. You don’t understand the second dimension, so you don’t understand why such a strong force explodes in front of the people we love. You don’t understand the second dimension, so you won’t understand that we use strength to disguise the fragility and sadness in our hearts. You don’t understand the second dimension, so you don’t understand our only beauty and longing in that illusory world. I would like to stay in this beautiful world forever, whether it is happiness, pain, or sadness, everything is like replaying our own lives. Even if we only live in our own world, even if it is a false fantasy, I have to believe in it, because this is the only reality in my soul.

There are times when you really want to never grow up and stay in your childhood forever. But …….. Should we forget, or how do we deal with memories that have passed us by? Memories are often petty, and only the best or the most painful things live on in our hearts and minds. Childhood is beautiful because it is a time of carefree joy. Childhood is painful because it is our first love that we can’t go back to no matter what. I believe that everyone has a few childhood friends that they have lost contact with and can’t even remember their faces. We have built our own secret base, and due to various reasons, misunderstandings or sudden moves, or just plain old school promotions, sometimes it’s too late to even say goodbye. These people, these past events, are gone from their lives forever. The surroundings have changed so much that they are capable of making huge waves! Many people have regrets, so watching them on the screen, step by step, eliminate barriers and rediscover those shining things from the past, those treasures that were thought to have been lost and can never be found again, this emotion is like smelling a familiar scent, awakening from the depths of the heart. But the reality we are in is not animation, only to be able to recognize the possibility of retrieving the past is minimal, as if after many years to return to a gap of many years did not return. It’s like returning to our hometown after many years of absence, surrounded by real estate development and transformation, we are sitting on a stone bench in front of our former home, looking at the familiar trees in front of us, and only a small piece of the surrounding area is familiar. And the people in the past are all gone, or maybe they are, but I can’t recognize them anymore. I can only remember, I can only miss, and I can’t stop the tears from welling up. ...

Can you remember how to say those words in English? 1、原来如此 2、等一下 3、厉害 4、过分 5、糟糕了 6、没关系 7、骗人的吧 8、怎么办 9、别这样 10、姐姐、哥哥 …… Suddenly I realized I can speak Japanese.